What's a girl to do?
It all started when I met this guy last year, *George. He added me on myspace and I had never spoken to him at school before. The message he sent me said something like, " Hey you look familar have we ever hung out before". So after that we kepted talking, in a flirtious way but never got to talking in school because I was to shy. But we stopped talking after talking for about 3 weeks. I didn't think of him after words.
Well a year later at school.
He added me again on myspace.I thanked him for the add and I said we should hang out soon. We spoken in school finally so hanging out wouldn't be so awkward, we talked on the phone once for about 10 minutes, but mostly over aim and briefly in person. He filled out what is called a myspace survey. I posted it on a bullentin which is for all of your friends to see and it asks like <b>"Who you date me: yes or no and what do you think of looks" </b>
He answered them all well.
One of the questions was <b> Have you ever thoguht about kissing me:</b> his answer was "coursity killed the cat" and another question was would you like to spend alone time with me and he said back " yes, so we could get to know each other better".
After that we finally hung out and we spoke like friends and we had our moments where we could have kissed but I never had the vballs to make a move. So we saw a movie and than I saw from the corner of my eyes he kept watching me sometimes and looking at my mouth or something like that.
So we ended saying bye.
The next day we talked about hangiung out again.
He spoke to my friend and thanked her for making me have the guts to say hi to him and if it wasn't for that we wouldn't be talking, which is what he said.
So I finally had the guts to tell him how I felt... I said.. I tihnk I'm starting to like you.
He said back something like how he realized he acted like he liked me but he shouldn't had done that because all he wanted was a friend and how he promised his heart to another girl and that another girl was waiting for him and how he couldn't choose between me and those other girls. Which I don't know I tihnk he did like me because he could have said I can't choose between those 2 girls. I don't know,
Anyway.
He lost the computer a and told me he would once and awhilke chicek his myspace at scchool or at a friends house. I tired to keep in touch and all got a was little talk.
And now its been 3 months sense we've said a word.
He always staring at me.
Every time I saw him at the last peoriod of the day[i always have to walk around the school because I'm in joruanlism] and he's a helper for a teacher but anyway.. he always stares at me and sometimes smiles but it looks like the way hel ooked at me when we wwere ion the movies.
And last time he lloked at me yesterday I was walking outside to the bus and I saw him we were about 20 feet from each other and he looked back constantly at me..
And every time I think of him I fall deeper and deeper for him.
I'm not obsessed.
What should I do?
Why do I love him>
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