[shaza29]

Because she was a bad parent. An hit me a lot. But she's my mum an I miss her!!

[shaza29]

Dose my straight mum love me?

[shaza29]

My mum is dead an u want to know if she still loves me or thinks about me. Plea

[shaza29]

Because she was a bad parent.

[Fr_Chuck]

She is dead, if she did not love you when you were alive, she did not love you. If you abused you, get counseling to get over it.

[Cat1864]

First a disclaimer: We aren't psychics and can't give you a 'reading'. What we can do is look at the facts as you know them and give you advice based on the information you give us. I will be honest that it seems like you may need bereavement (loss of a loved one) instead of psychics.

Shaza, this may seem insensitive but more background information might help us understand your question and needs. May I ask how old you are and how long you have been dealing with her death?

Do you have anyone in your family or friends you can talk to about you're your mother and how she treated you?

It is common to care about a parent no matter how badly they treated you. It is common to grieve for an abusive parent and wish they were still alive. As long as they are alive there is always hope that the person will change for the better and love you the way you know you deserve to be.

Part of grieving is putting away those hopes and dreams and understanding that we cannot change the past, but you can get help moving forward. There are support groups and counselors who can listen and guide you through healing. It is also okay to get angry at her and safely work through that anger so you don't carry it with you for the rest of your life.

Do you have any good memories of her?