[adamlucas]

Assalam o Alikum
I am 20 years old and study in a university. Few years back, in my school I was considered as a good student. I was good in sports and in studies. I had many friends and I had the quality to gather a crowd. When I was in 6th grade of school, my parents changed my school. Unfortunately, I failed first term and never got good marks in school. I started to live alone and to avoid my friends. At age of fourteen I got addict to masturbation and pornography. It was always in my mind that I am doing wrong but I could not stop myself. At age sixteen I joined military school and I spent two years there for training. From 6th grade to up till now I don’t have any friend. I personally believe I am losing my importance in society. Now I can’t focus on my studies, not good in sports, always have poor grades. I am just confined myself in my room. I masturbate 2 to 3 times a day and skimming pornography all day. I know this is bad which I am doing to myself but I can’t come out of this problem. I feel so depressed. I cannot make friends whenever I try to go out I feel shame. I feel I am a loser. How can I come out of this thing? I really feel guilty for masturbating and watching pornography but I am mentally messed up. I hope you can understand my problem. Any assistance would be appreciated.
Thanks

[AyBoyka]

Don't stay at home a lot