[SDA]

I met a guy 6 years back in a tuition institute. I was in crush with him the day I saw him. He was also. We started talking over phone, and one day he proposed me. But I said NO for him and just stayed friends, I don't know why I said no (Maybe I was immature) and he didn't compel me at all.

After that we lost contact, and he moved abroad for his PG and work, But he will be always running in my mind. I used to look for him in social websites. One day I found him and added him to my friends (after three years) . And we stared talking more frequently and much closely.

After a year I also move to a different abroad country for my higher education. I met a guy in the new place, and we feel in love. He is too good, he loves me very much and I do too.

But, whenever the tuition Institute calls me I get excited. I am ready to do anything for him and tolerating everything he does, to be frank, I am one among his 100+ friends but he appears special to me always.

I am a very short tempered person, But I don show my angry towards him. I will adjust lot of things that he does. But I have a boy friend who is really good person who loves me so much I love him too.

I am in love with two people? I don't want to do that but I can't stop me. Please people help me out.

[talaniman]

Are you actually having something between you going on between you, or is it just a thrill on line or over the phone?

Its okay to love many people for many reasons, but you don't have to act on those feelings or cross the lines of good behavior. You sure don't have to cheat on the guy that loves you, or the one you claim to love do you?

[SDA]

With that guy( tuition mate) , We have something going on I can surly say that . I went on a business trip recently to his city and we met after work and went for shopping and little bit of outing , that time he kissed me so many times ( I feel guilty for that but both can stop us) in the car. And we met again and again for all 3 days. He said he loves me so much, he holds my had always when he drives, kiss my hands.. we meet after 2.5 years but we had the same excitement.
After coming back he still wants to meet me and starving to see me. But he knows that I have a Bf too, still he says he loves me but we can't get married because of the family probs like caste (like race) even I don't want to get married to him but I love him a lot . I love his presence...
With my BF > omg he is such a loving person , he is ready to marry me love me.. I don't want to cheat him even by thoughts but I kissed another guy which I regret a lot. I won't another time. But I am suffering a lot with his thoughts...
I go online for chat/skype when ever he come online and wants me to..
I get excited when ever he calls me..
Can say, I just go online only for him and see him online..
Please help me out to get out of him.. Even if I say I don't need this , I'm just scared that he ll be hurted which I don't want to do.. but if I stay I will cheat my BF whch I don't want to do at all.
Please ignore my spelling mistakes, I can't even type and think correctly when this is running in my mind I end up shivering..

And thanks for your reply.. Thanks a ton !

[talaniman]

So you HAVE crossed the lines of good behavior and are cheating on your BF with this forbidden fella huh? Go ahead admit it, and get back on the right side of things.

What do you mean you cannot help yourself? What the devil makes you do it? That's no excuse is it? Do better, stop lying, and cheating!!