[lostgirl22]

I can relate to a few posts here, but when I smell burning and these four shadows appear I am terrified. I can feel them very strongly and seem to be getting worse and worse. It keeps me from sleeping and recently for the first time scared me so badly that I had to turn the lights on and still was horrified. I have felt things and seen things for years, but never to this extent. I feel completely week after this and feel so extremely exhausted. It is to a point now that you can see it all over my face. I wondered if I was crazy, but then thought that I have always known there was something different just handled it better by choosing not to see. I can not control it now. I have also started having dreams that I have never had before. I used to dream of things that had happened to me in the past and now I dream of things never seen before. I would dream and wake up and not remember the dreams, but know how I felt and now I wake up with a very vivid picture of what I dreamed... such as a location, house, particular details and people that I do not know. I am at my wits end with this and scared to death to tell anyone that they may lock me up for life thinking that I am nutts. I know what I feel and that its very real. I am just trying to figure out what and why and how to control this. Please any help would be greatly appreciated.