I'm in love with a lesbian/bisexual
I've been sitting staring at this empty box for about 5 minutes, trying to think on what I need to type, how to start. I'm going to use a fake name, let's use Chantal.
I met Chantal a few weeks ago, at the time she was dating another girl. I don't know why, but even upon the first time I met her, I had feelings for her. I don't think it was her physical aspects, as I've never considered her looks to be something I find attractive. I like her for who she is.
Shortly after meeting her, her girlfriend broke up with her. She came to me about how she was feeling, even admitting that she didn't understand why she came to me, she just did. Talking to her was easy, we were able to cover a wide variety of topics, laughing all throughout. She was also able to get serious, when it came to talking about the relationship she had just lost.
She wants to hang out more often, and I want this to become more than just a friendship. She's very open about her sexuality, this lost relartionship being her first, she says she's not sure if she's lesbian or bisexual. Is this a good sign for me? I haven't been in many relationships either. I've been asked out many times and have said no, but Chantal I just feel that I need in my life. She means so much to me.
I'm sorry if I'm ranting, I'm just confused and not at all sure what to do. I really like this girl, and I would do anything for her. I want this to work. Help me?
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