[justcurious55]

its just out of curiousity

obviously, you are not just asking out of curiosity.

I have a very close friend whose aunt and uncle committed suicide about a year ago

this is how the story started...

I'm not changing my story I'm adding more to it. To give everyone more of an idea.

you say you're just adding details. But then...

Ok I think I've made it obvious its not my friend

I think it's pretty obvious it's not your friend too. BUT, you started saying this was a close friend's story. It seems to be your story. So here's a chance for you to be honest and tell us the truth already.

it sucks when you have all of these thoughts running through your head EVERYDAY wondering if you'll ever see them again if there in WPP or if they are really gone and how they could just do that to their family and how bad it hurts, it brings people physically and emotionally down

and that alone is reason enough for you to give therapy a try. That's a lot to deal with.

[brm1991]

"Depends on which version OP posted that you believed - very few suicides then get up and hide their own bodies."
You are nothing, you know nothing, don't say I'm a liar because, YOU DON'T know, maybe its you that needs help

[brm1991]

Yeah I said it was my friend at first but then people started questioning me like I'm an idiot and it pissed me off so I said it is actually me its not something I like to brag about I just want to have someone to talk to that knows what I'm going through

[Curlyben]

As the OP cannot be civil