I think when your young you always tend to think the first crush is going to last. When it doesn't the feelings are new, raw, and confusing. To answer your question, it wasn't going to last. People grow, they move to new places, and they change. It sounds like you're a romantic and you just look back on this experience like a movie flashback. Instead of looking back look to the future and know you can have those moments with someone real and mature.
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