Why cant I let him go?
I met this guy over 7 months ago. He seemed like the perfect man. But, he travels with his job a lot. Sometimes he says he goes out of town to see his sister or other family members. During the past 7 months, he has never taken me anywhere. If I get to see him, we are always having sex. We have had sex exactly 20 times since I've been knowing him. He has said he has feelings for me, but I can't tell. I have even told him that I love him. He asked me why. I couldn't think of a good reason other than the fact that the sex is good. Well, I am tired of how he treats me. He is always gone and says he just doesn't have time to go out. He has actually promised to take me away for a night. I got myself ready to go... bags packed and everything. I had talked to him earlier in the day to make sure we were going. Well, it got to be around 9 o'clock and I didn't hear from him so I called. No answer. I didn't hear from him for four days after that. He said his sister got sick and he had to rush off to NY. He had the nerve to apologize. Well, I know I need to just let it go, but it is not that easy. I always break down and call him if I don't hear from him. Why can't I let him go?
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