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I share your viewpoint most denominations are lacking good Christian leadership.
BTW
Closeness with God shouldn't depend on the conduct of other humans. We humans are sinners despite our best efforts and will make mistakes and offend. If we base closeness to God on such a flimsy foundation then we will always come away dissapointed.
Romans 7:13-25 NIV
21So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. 22For in my inner being I delight in God's law; 23but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. 24What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? 25Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.