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    Jul 31, 2010, 09:37 PM
    How to hang on
    Well I guess like most folks I am on here for someone to help me when I know that I need to help myself:<(
    Rreally I just can't hang on anymore to be honest... Let me start over!
    I am 21 married no hsd no ged living with my in laws can't have children and can't commit to god NOTHIING!!
    I have tried so many different things and only one have shown me anything and that's god but whenever something bad happens I start drinking again. I find myself unhappy with life itself and just ready to end it all. Now I know that sucieded is a sin and will lead me to hell but if hell is on earth then how can I be afraid of hell??
    I can't get my ged( I have tried and tried and tried) I can't have children(again I have tried and tried and tried) even my kid sister is having a baby and SHE IS 19... I can't really even be a good wife even though I feel that I am trying my hardest to!!
    I want to do so much good in the world but when I put the money where the mouth is I fail... I can get a job but nothing that I can count on.
    You want to count my luck, I was better at being a stripper then I am being me right now and it just drives me crazy!!
    I use to try to look to my step baby but now even her mother is taking that piece of joy from me. I am under a rock and it is truly crushing me day by day,
    I don't want know what to do and I feel myself slipping over... I have a husband but he really can't help me you know I just take my anger and lash it out at him.I been to a psych doctor(my inlaw is one) and all she did was give me some meds that made me feel numb!!
    Please help I know this may sound stupid to someone but for me it really is life or death and I feel my heart is truly choosing death
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    Jul 31, 2010, 09:41 PM
    Hi, LyricStorm!

    How much and how often are you drinking, please?

    Thanks!
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    Jul 31, 2010, 09:44 PM
    Okay...

    You just posted and now you're gone...

    I and others here would like to help you!

    We hope that you return!

    Thanks!
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    Jul 31, 2010, 10:28 PM
    Quote Originally Posted by Clough View Post
    Hi, LyricStorm!

    How much and how often are you drinking, please?

    Thanks!
    Not real often to be honest I hate the way it makes me feel at the end of the day,, But sometimes the pain is just to great(at least for me) I try to drink tea a lot though but doesn't do anygood you know
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    Jul 31, 2010, 10:31 PM
    Yeah, I know...

    Are you going to stick around here a bit now, please?

    Thanks!
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    Jul 31, 2010, 10:39 PM
    Quote Originally Posted by Clough View Post
    Yeah, I know...

    Are you going to stick around here a bit now, please?

    Thanks!
    Really don't feel like it :(
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    Jul 31, 2010, 10:39 PM
    Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhh I hate this:(
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    Jul 31, 2010, 10:41 PM
    God even my hubby can't talk to me this is bad and stupid and angry and uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh god I could cry but then my husband will be worried andi don't wantto depress him with my nonsense
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    Jul 31, 2010, 10:52 PM
    I'm here! It just looks like I'm not. I'll make it look like I'm logged on here...
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