[theunknown]

I don't what to write about first FAMILY!PEOPLE AND FRIENDs around me ! LOVELIFE!
I think I got it set
Ill start with family
My family are the biggest ese ever!
All they do is talk
And try to reck my life as much as possible
Mum wants just control me like her little puppy
BLOODY get it woman I have my own brain
She moved me to another state so that I can't hang out with my friends
Well nws mum than I found new friends
No girl you can't hang out with them
No stay home 24/7 do nothing at all don't go anywere
Moved back to my old state to live with a family member
Great she told mum that I haven't been good
Because I wanted to pick up my matey from this area who she unreasonly banned me from
So mum go lie to me stoopid me believed her!
Baby girl come stay with me for 2 weeks and I promise
Ill take you back
While at mums
Aunty calls goes cops came askd for me ?
What for ? Wtff ? Cops me ?
I don't know !
Me : well did they give you number or anything ?
Aunty: yeah
Me : what is it
Aunty: ill call you bak later
Never called
I called she's like dey outside w8ing for you till you come bak
So aunty wahts the number ?
Umh itss I gtg call you bak later ! Just dw about them don't call or anything I'm sure its nothing just forget them don't even go to the police station

I called another family member who I live with to
She's like cops ? What are you talking about ?
No one came no one outside ?


Noow its been 5 weeks I've been asking mum for 3 weeks to book my ticket
She's beening saying yeah ill do it 2night everyday! For 3 weeks!
Arghhhh
Than while I'm making my way to sis's room
I hear mum on the fone to my granma
"im sick of her im sending her of overseas be4 end of dis year
wait shes listenin"locks her room door so I can't hear nothing

I didn't even do nothing !
I was home for 5 weeks watching teley and being depressed!
I guess they all want to get rid of me !

You srsly call them family !
You can't trust no one anymore
Cuzins their neighbours over me
The neighbours who they been in fight since forever!
Somehow they bestfriendss now!
Go about your cuzins now !
En sluts


LOVE LIFE
I love my ex so much
Too bad he never felt the same way about me
He used be to get he's ex jealous!
And I always thgt he's that right one I so believeed him
So believed he had no feelings for he's ex
He's ex is the biggest ever tried breaking us up 2 5 times
So we both decided to stop talking to her!
Guess that was no use
He always loved her who wouldn't ?
Who would choose me over ? She beautiful
And maybe she's not a maybe I just hate her because
He loves her!
And I'm whatt mum and he says !
He always says harash stuff about the way I looked
Way I talked the way I am... just like my mum and dad
And I couldn't say nothing
Than he asked for s.. You know what I mean ?
I said no
Goes and dumps me
YES I know he's a jerk
Why do I love him ?
I don't know ?
When I see him with another girl
Just kills me
Its been 4 moth since we broke up
And I still feel the pain everyday every night
Since he dumped me !

Ooh yeah there is so much other things going on
I don't even think I can tell my friends


Sometimes I believed everyword they say mum and dad
My exes ! Cuzins! Feel like killing myself
If its not for my stoopid believes
"suicide is free direct one way ticket to hell!"
I would have done it


The only people that make me smile
My friends who my family tryna the best to keep me away from them

I feel so lostt this world is full of
I don't know what to do anymore
Since I was 6 I learned to put my head up
Nomatter what mum and dad say or do
Or wahtever happens I should have my head up
Now I can't do that anymore it seems so hardd

[NeedKarma]

Is this in English?

[Stratmando]

How old are you and do you have a job/hobbies?

[Curlyben]

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