[flowerybeauty]

Ive been with the most wonderful man for over one year and we've known each other as best friends for 3. He is one extraordinary man and I don't think I can see myself with anyone else. If I do not smarten up he will leave me because he's getting very annoyed with me, naturally anybody would at my stupidity.

It has gotten to the point he is scared to tell me about any other female, or watching a hot girl on TV, or anything remotely of that decent. Even looking at pictures of women in magazines. As far as I know I'm attractive and athletic. I was like this in my previous relationship, the guy could not take it and left me.

I do not know why this is happening seeing how I'm very outgoing, people like to be in my company, but my jealousy and insecurity is making me rotten :mad:

I almost have a heart attack if I think he's around somebody hot and checking them out. Or watching porn or someone naked on TV.

I do not know how to bring up my faith and self confidence to the level of being a woman in a relationship and not caring if he man is watching porn and if anyone else turns him on but me.
I seem to have and be everything that would help somebody in my situation, therefore I have no idea why this is occurring.


p.s BTW
He's the most respective man I have ever met


Thank you very much for the advices

[liz28]

You get this way because the insecurities you have. However, your on the right track of realizing this flaw but now you need to work on it.

There are plenty of self help books out there and counseling might be a good thing too (especially since this behavior have ruin your relationships in the past).

How do you view yourself? I know other people have told you that your pretty but how you view yourself matters the most.

[Gemini54]

I agree with Liz, the first step in dealing with a problem is acknowledging that you have one.

So, do something about it. I would suggest seeing a counselor, self help books are great to give you an insight into why you behave this way, but if you've already lost a BF due to jealously, you probably need some one-to-one contact with a professional.

Strong jealously like you describe is frequently based on fear - fear of not being good enough, fear of loss, fear of abandonment. In order for you to live a happy and peaceful life, and for others to enjoy you as a person, you'll need to get to the bottom of your obsessive and self destructive behavior. Start now! Good luck.

[ogiethelate]

Ok, I am more old school and I believe the power is within you to relieve the grip that jealousy has on you. Have you talked to him about this? If you make him aware of what you are feeling maybe he can help you find out why you feel this way. You cannot go into this with fear of discovering things you may not want know. Love is work, and sometimes the hardest part of it is communication. Just remember, we can't chose who we fall in love with, but we can chose to walk away from those who do not love us back. If he truly loves you, he will work with you on this, which will help build up the trust that you are lacking in the relationship.

[flowerybeauty]

Threads merged

I have a tendency to nag and complain about things that bother me. I keep bea.ching about it to my boyfriend, it really bothers him but at he same time I have no idea how to shut up. Do I just think differently about other people and situations at work or just keep my mouth shut?

[N0help4u]

You stop and think before opening mouth.
Think what is the purpose of me saying this?
How will he take what I am saying?
Does he already know how I feel about this?

Learn to pick your battles.

You could even tell him that you want help to stop so would he please say something to stop you in your tracks if you start. Like ''time out let me explain before you go off'' or something like that.

[Clough]

Hi, flowerybeauty!

N0help4u has already given you some excellent suggestions! I'm wondering what the things are that you nag and complain about, please?

Thanks!

[flowerybeauty]

I complain about the people at work, nag and ask questions about people that my boyfriend talks to, we work together so if I get attitude from someone that he is very nice and pleasant to( female) I ask him who the hell does she think he is in a nagging tone, he gets very angry and annoyed

[talaniman]

Nohelp is right, learn when to shut up, and think first.

[ChihuahuaMomma]

Acceptance is the first step. You know that you have a problem. You've gotten some great advice on how to change the problem. Now it's up to you to take the next step and put a strong effort to stop nagging, stop gossiping, and to learn to build a closer more trusting relationship with your boyfriend. Guys don't want to date their Mom's, you nagging him makes him look at you like his mom. Not good.

[azdesertchick]

i complain about the people at work, nag and ask questions about people that my bf talks to, we work together so if i get attitude from someone that he is very nice and pleasant to( female) i ask him who the hell does she think he is in a nagging tone, he gets very angry and annoyed

Hmm just something I picked up on sounds like you may be a bit of the jealous type too? Or am I wrong? Just curious because you have to remind yourself that he can't help the fact that you may not get along with someone that he does. I don't necessarily like all of my husbands friends or coworkers (a few imparticular) but as long as they aren't hurting our relationship or us in any way then I'd never try to keep him from them or cause problems.. it's immature and selfish in general.

[flowerybeauty]

Threads merged, so you don't have to start a new one about the same topic.

I would like some honest opinions and don't worry about being too harsh on me. The more truthful the better. I am what most people would call athletic, attractive with good communication skills. In relationships I am completley out of my mind jealous and insecure. I have known my boyfriend as a friend for about 3 years and been dating for half that time. He got very fed up with my insecurities and left me, and he said when your ready to grow up, call me. He is my best friend and I have no idea what to do. We have taken couple days off after an argument but this surely does not feel like it. I also work for him and I don't think ill be coming in to work for my shift.
I have no idea how long this thing is going to take, and because of my insecurities I am extremely scared during this time he will find somebody else. He is an amaing person and the reason he gets upset at my behaviour is because he truly is innocent. Does not check anybody out in front of me blah blah blah.

Example of my behaviour, I get extremely upset and grumpy if we walk into a restaurant and there are lots of beautful women around and he looks around. I have no idea why I beome like this further into the relationship, because I did not start like this.

Since my last boyfriend and I broke up because of the same reason I really don't want to lose this one like this.

Please, I really need some advice on how to handle this during my busy and strssfull life. Even though I go to school and have 3 jobs I still find the time to cry over how insecure I am as a girlfriend. Will it ever go away? I do want to have a family and lead a happy family life.

P.s I am 21 and he is 34


Just a quick thank you in advance

[doodie]

Stay confident!!

[talaniman]

Do not give in to impulses like that. Take your time, and think, before you act, or speak.

Figure out why you feel that way.

[Cat1864]

Take some time and some deep breaths.

You can't control his actions. Trying to only puts strain on the relationship as you have learned.

You can sit down with yourself and really think about your insecurities, how they got started, what triggers them, and why. Maybe take a piece of paper and write them down. Beside each one think of a way to stop those thoughts before they get started. You're going to have to learn how to be pro-active instead of re-active.

You may have to go back to childhood to figure out why you have some of the insecurities that you do and why they come up only in committed relationships.

[flowerybeauty]

I am the last person people would consider as insecure, I have no idea how to wrap my finger around why I get very jealous and insecure when it comes to other women around my boyfriend

[kctiger]

Is he the one 10 years older than you? How old are you two, if you don't mind me asking?

Insecurity plagues a LOT of couples and a LOT of people in general. It is something you need to work on. There has to be a happy medium between you, him and the relationship in general.

I would suggest getting to the root of your insecurity problems. This isn't an overnight fix and it is something that must be worked on with effort and determination. Talk to a counselor or other friends. People who have the same problem, whatever you have to do to fix it. It is not abnormal at all. It just takes time to fix.

[I wish]

I hate to say this, but you're not ready for a relationship. You're so fixated on finding someone to be with you that you neglect the one person that matters: "YOU"

You need to spend some time working on yourself. Building some self-esteem and confidence. Until you are comfortable with yourself, you shouldn't avoid the dating scene so that you don't bring your insecurities with you.

[flowerybeauty]

How do you go about at starting over at building up yourself esteem?

[I wish]

1) Try reading some self-help books: The Guide to Self-Help Books – Recommended Self-Help Books - Self-Help Book Reviews

2) Seeing a counsellor.

3) Going out more and meeting new people. Interacting with more people (without the thought of a potential significant other, because that is just tension, purely platonic). Practice makes perfect. So the more you interact with people, the more comfortable you will feel.

4) Keep your head up and try to think positively!

5) Smile more!