Hard as it is, high school is the easier path. Not graduating will create huge barriers to success for you and could very well make it impossible to support yourself adequately. And I don't think a person without a high school education is very datable in today's world, either.
The problem is not that you're in high school, but that they way you are approaching high school is so overly high-pressured. Talk to your counselor and your parents, and figure out ways to alleviate some of that pressure. Do you need every class you are taking or could you drop something? Are all those honors classes really necessary? Pick the ones that are relevant to your plans for college - if you're going to be an engineer, for example, perhaps that honors English class could be changed to a regular English class.
Hang in there - you're almost through finals and will have a holiday break to recharge, then a few more months sprint to summer break and so on. It will pay off.
Take care!
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