[kayla1515]

Ugh... sometimes I wonder if this life is worth living... I am only 20 years old, I have been to 11 funerals of people who are close to me this year. The most recent one being Saturday Octover 24th... it was my bestfriends 2hour old baby... the one that affected me the most though was not my real grandma but she was like a grandma to me... I met this woman 2 years ago through some friends... she was the type of woman that would give you the last nickel she had if it would help you in some way... she took me in when I had no where to go... she taught me a lot and I think I had a lot more to learn from her but suddenly she was gone. We knew she had cancer but when it got really bad it just took her... I mean it was only like 3 or 4 day warning and she was gone. On top of it all I found out my biological grandma has cancer as well... 2 days prior to this other wonderful woman passing away. I haven't spoken to my dad and stepmom in over 6 months... their choice not mine. My mom is the only family I have here in fargo and she informed me 2 days ago that she is going to move back to her hometown to be with her mother during this time. I feel like my world has come crashing down on me in less then a week... I don't know where to go from here. I don't know where to turn... any advice would be greatly appreciated... I am too young to be going through all this... I am not trying to have people feel sorry for me... but if I want advice I need to lay down what is on the table..

[Clough]

Hi, kayla1515!

I apologize that no one came along to address your situation when you asked about it.

How are things going now, please?

Thanks!

[kayla1515]

About the same... yesterday a friend from high school passed away... no one knows why yet..

[Clough]

Hi again, kayla1515!

I know that things are incredibly tough for you right now and I'm sorry for the loss of your friend!

Please do continue to post here. There will be others who'll come along to give you support!

Thanks!

[araina]

Hey you know what..
People come and go.. thats how it is meant to be.its lik a rule.they have to go.. either 2mrw or after 10 yrs or 50.. but they will.. so you have to realise and move on.
You are a wonderful person.. u have faced a lot and u 20.. thats mind blowin..
Let your mum go.. her mother needs her.. jus like you need your mum.. and don worry nothing will happen to your mum.. she ll still love you no matter how far she is.. u ll still be her baby rit?
U call her everyday or visit her on weekends..

U needa friend to chat let me know..

Am your age going through d same stuff... but people are not dying going away frm me and I know they won't bak... so I understand what you mean..

Take care..