Next move to reconnect with my ex?
Thanks ahead of time for all of your answers. First off I had a ty summer. My girlfriend of 5 years wanted a "break". We have been doing 4 years long distance because I am in the military. Got stationed in Chicago for the last two years so that brought us closer(only a 4 hour drive to see her) She is 22 and a fifth year senior at the college that I used to go to. I am 23 and have 10 months left on my military contract, then I am going to finish my degree. She wanted to get an apartment and go to the same school(grad school for her) but I was to ignorant to connect the dots and realize that in order to make a long distance relationship work you need to have an end date. I got lazy and was busy making other plans including a 3 week motorcycle trip out west. When I got back from that she was acting very distant and cold. From there it was an unavoidable collapse of the relationship. I took her out for coffee and she was acting so weird that I stood up and said that we need to go for a walk. We walked and I eventually got out of her that "she wants a break". I screwed that up by calling her too much, but finally realized that she really needed her space. I took her to a DMB concert and realized that she was serious about this break thing. I didn't contact her for 3 weeks until she called me because we where both standing up in a wedding and she didn't want it to be awkward. She said we should try to be friends because we never tried it before. I told her I would be cordial and respectful to her but it would be hard for me to be friends with her because I want more than that. Then She said that in order for us to be more than friends we would have to live in the same town again. K so that was the end of that... At the wedding I slow danced with her and had light conversation until later... I went up to her room with her, and kissed her. BIG mistake I know. She said that she can't have intimacy without a relationship, so then I backed off and sat down. I asked her once again how she felt about "us". She said once again that she STILL LOVES me but doesn't want to do a long distance relationship and we would have to live in the same city. K so its been 2 weeks and I text her last night to see if she wants my old futon because I am moving(she always did). She said thank you but she already got one. The rest of the text went exactly like this...
Me: how is school going?
Her:school is good. Busy already. How are you?
Me: busy also. Wish you where here to help me with my math class
But Im doing better than I though, I just needed to apply myself.
Otherwise cubs games and the blues scene when I get the time.
Talk to you later, night.
Her: Glad your doing so well. Sounds like more fun than me! Lets talk
Soon. Night Ry.
What do I do now? From her last text she obviously wants to talk soon... but what do I take from that? I do not want to get excited and take it as she misses me and wants to get back together. Should I call her or wait until she calls me? Shoud I just ignore her now and do NO Contact? Should I call and see if she wants to meet up somewhere for lunch or should I just be really casual with her on the phone? Further more after the contact, what would the next move be? I am stuck between no contact and light conversation... PLEASE HELP! THANK YOU!
PS. There is a Kings of Leon concert this weekend, and I am wondering if I should contact her and go to this as "friends". Is this a good move?
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