[GM2009]

I am too obessed with my ex boyfriend. We were together for 7.5yrs. He was my first everything. It's a long story but to cut it short my family never approved of him for obvious reasons but I stayed with him knowing he wasn't that good to me. This past spring we decided to move in together and early summer we moved in together but I decided to leave after 2 weeks because I felt like we grew apart and not having my family's support was painful and I couldn't deal so decided to go back home to my parents. It's been about two months since that whole mess happened and I can't stop contacting him. It's like an obsession and its killing me. A part of me feels like I made a mistake by leaving him so I call and beg him to take me back but he rejects me and it hurts really bad. But I keep calling him nonstop. I just want to stop but its so hard, I feel like my life is falling apart. I know the only way I may start feeling better is if I stop contacting him but every day I pick up that phone and call him. He keeps telling him its over and he wants to move on but I don't know why I can't do the same. Help!

[talaniman]

Instead of contacting him, and getting rejected, find something else to do, before he gets sick, and tired, of you bugging him. If you need some professional help, get it ASAP!

There is no shame in needing help, the shame is not getting it. Check out these links,

How to Get over an Obsession - wikiHow

Acceptance - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Self Acceptance