[_Me_]

Ok, well, the title says it all. Why? Good question, honestly I don't know. I say I'm hypocritical, because I tell my girlfriend I want her to cut back on the drinking (way back) and at first it goes pretty good, we don't drink fer a bit, but then a friend of hers f**** it up, and invites her to either drink at their house, and she'll REALLY want to go, or they aask her invite her to a bar, and she wants to go there either too. Like today, a friend of hers was invited to a bar, and she calls my girlfriend up because she didn't want to feel alone at the bar, when her co-workers are the ones who f***ing invited her! BUt then I cAVE in and then I;M like OK, fine, and cave in and give her five buck to get a couple drinks, and for some reason I am so worked up about this, My hand f****** shake when I hold them up, so what do I do? OOOooOOOOOo I start pourin drinks for myself, and hitting shots left and right, I have no idea what number I'm at right now, I stopped counting after six. SO I MENA cOM e on!! I tell her I want her to cut back on drink ing and yet, I a don't even listen to my own edvice. I mean I should at least follow my own advie but I relly need to calm down, and that whjhat the drinks are doing, I get someowhat calm, as long as I don't stan.

As for being a bad person, I mean,m hypocrites SUCK! Which means I SUCK! I know I'm ramblimng but come on, I don't got money for a sychiatris, and I'm hoping I get SOMEONE who whontpost some kind of smart a** comment like "oooOOOooOO, then don't drink and go with her, DER!!!!" well, I WOULD HAVE GONE, but she wanted it be a girls night out thing. But what eve, thanks for reading my endless rambling BULLS***! Sorry to waste two minutes of your life, that's all my life seem s to be when alcohol is intrerduced, a big WASTE!!

[Fr_Chuck]

So don't drink, I often go to clubs, sports bars and more and a soft drink is as much fun if you are with friends
Only you can stop you from drinking

[_Me_]

Seriously, no offense, but I was expecting a post like that. I wish was as easy as "OH, dont drink" It is sOOOOOO much deeper than that, I mean, come on,. never mind hyvgf

[Fr_Chuck]

No, I drank heavy for 15 years, woke up in the morning having to have one,
Woke up one morning never to drink again, it is a matter of choice and will power, if you say you can't stop you are admitting you are weak.

[Wondergirl]

Are you a better typist when you are sober?

***ADDED -- I see that you are, with some very interesting questions too.

[_Me_]

Much abetter typer, yes, when siber

[_Me_]

What kind of inresting questions?

[Wondergirl]

what kind of inresting questions?

Sleep it off and then I will tell you what a really cool person you are.