[Sonador101]

So many things,
That I want to change.
Thses things,
About me,
About my life,
I wish could've been different.
People,
Places,
Familiar faces,
Falling away.

But ifnone of it happened.
Who would I be?
Would I bewho I am?
Who I write what I have written?
Would I love, like I love now?
Would I know how,
To be strong,
To get along?
Would I beweak,
Unable to speak?
Would I still,
Be consumed,
By unbearable fear?
Would I enjoy,
Being loved,
Since it is so rare?
Would I even be happy?

If he never left,
If our money we still had,
I'd be ignorant,
And glad.

I wouldn't have learned,
How to find,
What they didn't want me to find.

But would I be me?
Is this who I am,
Supposed to be?
Was I meant to suffer,
So others wouldn't have to?
Are the poems I write,
Going to help anyone?
I want to change,
But who would I be?
Would I like her?
Who would I be?
Or I am supposed to be,
This person.
Forever, more.

[N0help4u]

That is really good, Something many people think about a lot
If I hadn't married him what would I have done instead? If I hadn't run into this person and gotten this job where would I have ended up at? If I hadn't changed my mind and moved back to my home town?
So many questions. And you have to wonder if they are better left unanswered or not.

[Sonador101]

Thanks!

[Clough]

This one is good, but could use a little work in order to make it more readable and have a better form to it for the flow. If you don't mind, when I have time, I would like to edit it some for you. I know that it's from your own heart, but I think that I know from where you are coming with your thoughts.

Please let me know if it's okay for me to do that?

Please keep writing!!

Thanks!