[littlebear91]

Well, there is always local college, go into an apprenticeship or skill training session, I'm sure that will help a bit. But you can always redo your SATS and exams to re-enter university.

[KalFour]

Tardies. 2 days.

Does anyone else see the irony in getting a suspension for cutting class?

You know how they say "live every day like it's the last" or whatever...
Why try in school if i may not live long enough to even graduate.
I don't do things if i dont have to or if theirs no point unless it has to do with music or J.
So i do nothing all day but listen to music and wait for him to talk to me

Live every day in a way that makes you happy. But from the sound of things you aren't happy now. You're just waiting for happiness to find you. That saying is meant to encourage people to make the most of their lives. Everyone wants you to live in the present, but that doesn't mean you should discard the future. And it's very unlikely that you won't live to graduation time... whether you graduate or not is up to you. Everyone has problems in school, but it gives you a chance for a much more fulfilling (not to mention easier) future.

Take care of yourself,

Kal

[beth911]

Lets see... he pretty much won't talk to me unless I'm just like him,
By the way, do you really think he'll ever talk to me again?

[Wondergirl]

If you handle it the way we've told you to. But I know you can't be bothered.

[beth911]

? I'm really confused.
Someone who says they are a paranormal investagator said that J is just possessed. And tried telling me what to do to change it... only thing is... I don't believe in demons or anything. He said I had to have faith for it to work.

[Wondergirl]

That's not what others have told you.

[beth911]

Depending on who I go to... people always tell me something different.
Some people tell me he's using me, he'll never care, he does care, and about anything you can think of.

[Wondergirl]

I mean here. You have been told to ignore him and treat him like anyone else by being polite and walking away. You refuse to listen to us who have tried it and found out how well it works.

[beth911]

I refuse to listen to you?
I guess the reason iv'e been ignoring him and haven't said a word to him since last Friday is just because I don't like him then. (sarcastic)

[Wondergirl]

You keep reporting that you talk with him and email him and talk on the phone with him.

[beth911]

I haven't takled to him since he called at 6:55 pm on jan. 18th
Not 1 word. And he deleted his e-mail (or so he said)
I can only talk to him at school and I won't unless he talks to me... I'm afraid to. He's like a stranger to me

[Wondergirl]

You posted this on the 19th -- "Iv'e been thinking about getting my hair cut. he wanted me to let it grow out BUT... I can't stand it being so long and i talked to him on the phone today..."