[michellemichellemichelle]

Im really crazy about this guy, we did see each other a while back but it was a very one sided relationship. We are not together now but Im still mad about him, it's been two year now and I still think about him on a daily basis. If I see him in a pub which I do sometimes I feel even worse. The hurt just won't go away, the frustrating thing is people tell me Im a very attractive person and there are men that would love to take me out, he on the other hand is not all that and he's actually a very selfish person. Why is it when all I can see are negative things about him and yet I still want him so much. Could it be the fact that he doesn't want me that makes him so attractive to me. I really don't know but it is doing my head in, I just want to move on and I don't seem to be able to.