How can I be a better person?
I have a problem with talking to guys.
And girls actually.
I have problems talking to anyone.
I mean, I can talk easily to guys that I don't find attractive, or people that are kind of social outcasts because I don't think that they are judging me on my appearance or anything like that.
But I can't talk to guys that I find attractive because the whole time I am I think, "GAH. Theyre probably thinking, 'Why the hell is this ugly chick talking to ME?!' "
Actually, the last two guys I talked freely to (because I didn't find them attractive) ended up having a crush on me.
Which makes me think that maybe if I had the confidence to talk to the other guys like that, maybe they would like me too.
I also have a problem making friends because I tend to shy away from people so I don't have to converse with them.
Mainly because I'm deathly afraid of people thinking I'm boring.
I mean, me and my friends have been called boring before because we didn't know what to talk about to that person.
But I just never know how to be interesting and I would really like to get some help on that topic.
Ive researched it on the internet and tried to find somewhere to help me, but I'm just too insecure to have the confidence to carry on a converasation.
What should I do??
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