[DazT]

I was living.. I was fine.. I was thinking about her, yeah.. but that was all, no urges to break NC (I was over 2 weeks).. till I bump into her..

I'd have been fine if she hadn't of been with 3 other fellas that night.. Just really down, but I'll pick myself up once more.. and this time (I say this every time), will be the last time I ever let her upset me, DazT is moving on.

[amicon]

Don't worry,you re getting there. It just takes time and patience.

[redhed35]

Hearts heal a lot slower then bones!

Its always hard when we see are recent exs out having fun and without it would seem any remorse... but your day will come too... give yourself a break and know you will have a wonderful scar and story to tell..

Your learning and growing even though it does not feel like it,and you can share your experience and story with others.. I would give you a word a caution,don't become bitter... realise everyone gets hurt and not all girls/women behave the same way.

[DazT]

Yeah, but she's not out having fun. She came onto me, I turned her down so she snogs every man in sight, what does that tell you? I'm telling you, some of the boys were not pretty lol.

But I know in my heart that the girl is bad news and that she isn't happy with herself, no matter how hard she pretends she is.

Anyway, that's not my business - I will be stronger and a better man for it one day.

[redhed35]

You will to be sure!

Anyway,why would you want someone so insecure and unhappy.

She did you a favour... you should send her a thank you note.. ( I'm only joking,don't do that).

Go back to no contact and start again.

If she wants to kiss gorillas let her off.

[DazT]

Gorillas, ha.. I love the Irish.

[redhed35]

See,she was trying to make you jealous and hurt you.. but are you.. no!

Your laughing at the good of it... your already healing..

She most likely cringing at her actions and your having a laugh... oh what a wonderful world..

You'll be fine dazt,and in a while you think,'what the hell did I see in her'..