Kind of ed up with my ex, what to do?
Okay, I'm a ******* . My ex and I broke up three weeks ago (on her terms). She has commitment issues and said she was bonding with me too much and just doesn't think it can work for her even though she likes me a lot.
I tried moving on, with other women etc, never spoke a word to her but it was hard. After a week, she liked my new profile picture and several other status updates. She kept popping up everywhere. After 2 weeks we broke no contact. I wished her a happy birthday and sent her a sweet picture. She loved it and said I made her day. I was happy, probably thinking I might could get back together with her.
We share a similar circle of friends, which made things hard for me, I kept bumping into her from time to time. Last weekend I couldn't take it anymore. I was faking a happy wellbeing and I pretended everything was okay and I acted such in the group. But I couldn't take it anymore. When I got home at night, I texted her this:
'This probably sounds meaner than it should but, are you planning to drop by the couple next few weeks? Because I think I'd rather stay away if you are.'
Basically told her that I still have some feelings for her and because of that I don't want to be friends.
Several texts later, she's apperently in tears, saying that I'm playing games, trying to push her out of the group, Asking why I keep hurting her and ****. In the end I apologized, told her I care for her a lot and would never hurt her on purpose. Told her I'd disappear for a while, and that when I've had my space we can co-exist in the group again.
Two days later she texts: 'I just don't get you. It's sad that you're playing it like this. I don't think I can ever face you again,'
I'm a , hurt her again, how do I fix this ****? But I also want my space for ***** sake
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