What a nice family! How old are you now?
Sounds like you are still figuring out who you are. Crossdressers usually remain totally heterosexual. Many are happily married and get turned on by feminine clothes on themselves.
But that doesn't define them or who you are.
Each person in the world gets different genes before birth, and different sex hormones as we grow. Many, many people are on a 'continuum' of sexual identity and preference.
Try to ignore everyone (I know, easy for me to say) and take your time evolving. You don't have to make a final decision on a certain day, and you can change as you know yourself better, and change over time - or figure it all out and stay that way.
There is nothing wrong with you. You don't hurt anyone.
Tell US more about who you think you are becoming.
(Oh and yes, penises come in all sizes. There's no term called micro penis. Some are thin and short, thin and long, fat and short, fat and long....)
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