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All right. So now I'm going to sleep.

And yes we are. I can finish it at the goodwill center.

LOL You are one funny woman. Ok, I will do just as you say. Now today people are recruiting for Marcus Hotel. I think housekeeping. I will give the recruiter my-I mean our resume. And today, another...

Bah. I have to right? Lol. So before I print them all out how will I tailor them to certain positions? Retail, fast food, warehouse etc?

Wow. Time for me to shut up! You had breast cancer? Damn I'm sorry about that. You got any stories saved so I can read 'em? You're going through that and here I am complaining. I feel foolish. o.o

Jesus. Ok. Ok. I'm sorry. I wished I had somebody to go with me all my sisters are unemployed except one and they do the same thing I do. -.- Would go stand in front of the store than chicken out....

Oh. Thought you just suppose to apply online. I went around a few places I wanted to work in and they told me just to apply online and their not taking resumes. Only applied to mostly chain stores. I...

And? Seriously, it makes no difference at all. Wondergirl. Millions other other people have a resume and work experience. There's no way I can make it.

Can't believe it is this hard to find a job doing anything. Can't even get a reply from any fast-food places. That's suppose to be a job everyone can get right? Then these warehouse, factory jobs...

It went OK.. turned in my application and said he'll call to set up an appointment if they see a fit.

About the library no> And the community yes

Ima go to the hiring fair today tell you how it went. Sleepy

Today, no not really. Wondergirl what should I do with myself? I don't even know anymore. I managed to be able to call one job asking for the status of my application. He said he'll look it over but...

UPS ended up being a no go it's 2 hours away from my house..

m'kay

All of this is stupid.. I made all of these pages you taking your time out to help me and for what? If I can just get a job I will be fine past will be forgotten and then I can see the guy online...

Yes, worked out very well. 'm not dead so that means I'm strong right? I have no aversion to suicide at all if people want to kill themselves fine I won't stop them unless I like them of course but...

Mhm, the classes that were hands-on if I had to do any sort of presentations or had to talk I mostly failed .The hands on ones I did pretty well and liked. I felt confident.

Teachers didn't do...

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Started becoming fatter once I hit my freshman year in highscool, eveyone was so pretty and had wonderful friends.. evne the bigger girls had this confidence I never seemed to have.. gotten up to 190...

I don't know stress I suppose?

Bladder problems peeded on myself in middle school wore a diaper and some a-hole panteds me in front of everyone. Had my period come I front of my entire class,...

Oh goodness that's simply horrible. Now that's something to be depressed about. That's her children too for goodness sake! Reading that wonderful she was able to get the help she needed.

Don't know beginning of high school middle-school? Can't really remember. I had a couple of meltdowns in both.. middle school had more humiliating events, high school more anxiety and low self esteem.

Maybe this?

Mental Health Resources - Milwaukee

Don't really know for sure.

Or maybe I'll say f-it and sleep all day. Don't know.

I don't remember but I found it somewhere. Forgot where...

I will try something else phone calling just isn't working for me.. I'll do a walk-in .

Good news I'm going to UPS tomorrow to speak to a hiring manager, the day after is a hiring fair for aldi...

I don't know. >.< I don't want to talk to these people don't need to anyhow

OK, OK what do I say?

Just going to tell me that's nothing wrong with me and that I just need to grow the heck up...

Actually, no. I don't need to go to a counselor I can do this myself! Just need to exercise more and stick to a schedule that's all. It's probably just mild anyway.

I unno said they were hungry so I fed them.

Alex is me lol. Put them together their hell in different rooms peace but they end up getting bored or something and gather up in one room to mess with each other and fight. -.-

Wouldn't be a bad idea if they stayed quiet during those things.. All I'll hear is Alex, Alex he took my pencil, Alex Alex He hit me in the face, Alex Alex she ripped up my cards, alex alex he's...

3 1 boy and 2 girls it's not that don't like 'em it's just they need my constant attention and on weekends need to be left alone. Always asking me to do this and do that. I have no patience right...

Oh that sounds pretty cool. Never been to Utah before. Looks like nothing but a bunch of rocks and mountains, dirt and hotness. LOL please don't tell me he actually wrestle mountain lions... wouldn't...

Great, I'm left alone with my sisters kids again. Just because I don't go out I'm now the designated baby sitter. Can't even have weekends alone. -.- And if I try to say something about it I get...

Heh, I'm the same way. Though It wouldn't be so easy for me to surrender my sugar fix. I'm rooting for him, seriously isn't easy to give up the sugar!

Haha. Tha's tooo bad. Diet hun? That's what's everyone in this house is trying to do. No such luck from anyone. XD

Seriously though, I might as well call couldn't hurt. I just kind of phobic...

Aww man.. Ben is your husband? Lol
But seriously I need to make the call you've been helping so much it's the least I can do.

Aww, shucks! Now that your counting on it I HAVE to do it. I'm kidding. Yes, then we can celebrate.

Mhm.

I-I'll call umm call tomorrow.

How do I find a good one?

I'm reading some symptoms and I think I may have atypical depression, the over eating and over sleeping is spot on also possibly avoidant personality disorder but not as severe. And thinking about...

Guess just got to suck it up and call them hun.. *yawn* think I am going to sleeep

Oh.. OK.. wondergirl thanks again for your help I'm having stomach & back pains and going to see if I can dull them with sleep.. I'm tried right now anyway. Good Night.

Wow 100 + for a counseling session? It's cheaper to just dull everything with alcohol.

Lol. I feel better now for some reason thank you.

People asking me for help wouldn't be a problem. I would show them and go back to what I was doing. No biggie. The problem would be if they wanted...

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Yes, I am. And I see a some job openings for Milwaukee Sportservice at Miller Park, some at Petco ( I hope I really get) Goodwill, Hospital Food Service and a bunch of dishwasher jobs.

I'm...

Haha, You are funny. That drive would be nice though...

Yes lots of things coming up, on the 8th a career fair for aldi a bunch of hospitals and stuff and this goodwill program to help make resumes and stuff..

I'm sorry this is why don't dersve help from kind people like you guys. I ask for help then I act all rude, arguing why I don't need help, then back to square one. Guess just need someone to validate...

You're right, your right I'm sorry. I'm taking my frustration out on you instead of myself where it belongs. I'll find the name myself you guys have been doing too much seriously, I'll find some...

I'm not doing anything else right? All their going to say is that I have no problems, I haven't been abused, I'm not blind or deaf, no disability, I'm just selfish and lazy good for nothing scum.
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