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"feeling internally embarrassed to have liked the guy in the first place" UGH! Don't let him have control over you. Life is a journey and not all paths are smooth or the right one. But you went down...

"So you now I feel bad about myself and I'll just move on."

Yes move on but what is the point of feeling bad? I wouldn't let him have that control over you. You should maybe save feeling bad for...

"I’m not a fan of guns and will never be." Me either. Unfortunately his liking guns came before you. When you meet someone that someone comes with a lot of baggage. Some good and some not so good....