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Well talk about life changing decisions they don't make it easy! Do I do what I think is best foe me confused but its all up to me bummer it's all too much wish she just had of told me what to do

I thought about it a lot last night it would be a chance for a fresh start I wouldn't have to worry about anything that has happened. My dad lives in a different state so there would be no chance of...

Me and my mum had a big talk about everything. She wants me to go and spend some time living with my dad. She said it was my choice I didn't have to go, but I'm confused does she not want me to stay...

Not to sure she is proud of me disappointed is a word she uses a lot. But I'm trying to change that. Anyway I'm thinking a letter, make her favourite breakfast her present and see what she wants to...

Thanks I like the letter idea I haven't been the best at telling her that I love her and appreciate all she has given up and done for me so that sounds like a good idea. I was thinking maybe paying...

It's Mother's Day on Sunday and I want to do something really nice for my mum. Any mums out there what's something's you really like doing with your kids? I have brought her a present already but...

I don't want my family to go away. I know I have a good life. I do like people. I don't want to be a burden to my family anymore just want to have the courage to make the right choices and not...

Well I guess it's nice to know I'm not the only person out there to make the wrong choices. I try to make the right decisions but I'm too much of a coward to do the hard things and always chose the...

Ever have one of those moments when you wish you could turn back time! Wish I could do that. I don't know what's wrong with me it seems every choice I make is the wrong one I know in my head what I...

Thanks only hour and a half to go now I would have some breakfast to waste time but if I do I think I might be sick. Seriously don't even know why I so stressed out for its just school never...

Thanks I know I'm just over thinking things and freaking myself out :(

First day back at school wish it was still the holidays I really don't want to . I still got three hours before I have to catch the bus can't go for a run to clear my head because its pouring with...

Thank you it always amazes me how many people are willing to read my posts and give me advice it always makes me calm down and think about things properly and realise how silly I have been can't...

I'm making the decision to try its not like I wasn't trying guess I didn't think about facing the consequences of what I was doing before I totally deserved mum being angry but she didn't deserve me...

I knew she was going to tell mum she said she had to it was to do with my safety and I didn't want to tell her so she had to I said she could guess I was scared what she would say to me if I told her...

Thanks ill remember that it just made me angry that I opened up told the councillor how I was feeling that I wasn't taking my medication tried to do the right thing and then she told mum and then she...

I'm not going to beat myself up anymore I'm going to think positive it's my life right I'm the only one who can make it better. So hard to remember that I let my emotions get the better of me and I...

Funny that, I cause all these situations and then wonder why. Time to grow up stop being so selfish and thinking of myself your right its my choice how I go from here. I'll give her space do cleaning...

It's done now nothing I can do about that I can't take it back. I need to move on remember she is my mum have some respect my god I use to be able to control myself I didn't speak to anyone for ages...

I know I shouldn't have yelled at her I do feel bad she is my mum I disrespected her let my feelings get the better of me. Why do I keep on doing this, she must be going through lots your right and I...

Well that apology was an epic fail she wouldn't even look at me she just went to work. I guess I deserved that. She makes me so angry she said so hurtful things to me to its not fair she yelled at me...

I don't know if she will except my apology I was very nasty I don't even know why I said those things. I know this sounds stupid but I really feel like I need to punish myself I hurt her I heard her...

I hope she forgives me I feel so terrible, I really didn't mean to say them things to her I just couldn't stop myself. I don't blame her for going off at me I totally deserved it. Everything is such...

I feel really bad had a big fight with my mum, said something's I shouldn't have don't know what's wrong with me I shouldn't have done it. She hates me now bloody hell

I feel very guilty had a bad...

Thanks I like the quotes thinks I will print them and stick them to my bedroom wall so when ever I feel down I can read them. :)

Lol because I complain so much then realise how silly I really am being. Think I just need to give myself a good kick up the butt. Thanks for listening to my constant babble helps for me to get it...

Think that's something I need to get tattooed to my brain sometimes we need to do something unpleasant to get better! Life lessons wish I could skip that class makes me feel mental lol

I asked a question that I already know the answer of its simple take my meds and go to counselling. I've just read everything I've wrote and I haven't given anything a try really I've just complained...

4-5 weeks that's a long time :( counselling sucks but like I said I have no choice the only choice I have there is if I talk or not. I told my mum that for my sister I know that was right and I know...

Think I just need a good slap in the face maybe that might snap me out of it. I will start taking these stupid pills for longer and see if they work but I don't want to talk I hate it you try being...

I took them for 2 weeks and I've been to counselling a few times now. It's a waste of time all of it, it doesn't help. I don't want to talk about it I just want to forget about it. I want to be like...

Can someone just explain to me how taking medication will help me how talking to a counsellor will help me? I asked mum and she just said because it will. I don't care if I hurt myself I. Just sick...

I don't need to bother anyone with my problems don't know why I keep posting on this site. I am just a waste of time heaps of people have more problems than me I'm just a stupid teenager ill get over...

No still on holidays until next Tuesday, not looking forward to that

I don't want to be miserable for the rest of my life I was fine before I don't understand why I feel like this now. I don't care if I'm a liar I don't want to take any more medication I don't want to...

No I don't want to they make me feel sick mum makes me take them In Front of her but I just pretend I do then spit it out. It doesn't matter if I tell her I don't like meeting with her I have no...

Your probably right but I hate going there and I don't like her! I hate getting asked stupid questions and I don't want to talk about myself. I don't want to feel like this and I wish I could stop...

Yes I still go I don't have a choice. I don't see the point I just feel uncomfortable going I feel stupid sitting there. What's the point I don't want to talk to her

I feel like my life is such a waste, all I do is make everyone around me feel sad or angry. I don't want to be here anymore. I hate being around people I wish they would all go away. I try not to...

Sorry my bad totally didn't read that properly. Guess that's what I get for reading posts in the middle of the night. Won't try meditation then if it makes you feel energised. Think I might try going...

It's was just some herbal sleeping tablets, they are just suppose to make you relax. Sick of not getting a full nights sleep it's 3:15 am now and I've been awake for two hours over it

Thank you for the suggestions I will try them all. I think the reason I'm waking up is from my dreams I've been having really strange dreams don't really remember a lot about them. Sometime they feel...

Thanks for the suggestions. I exercise everyday now I'm school holidays I go for a run in the mornings, I don't drink caffeine just water sometimes after a run I might drink a power aid but nothing...

Need some suggestions on getting to sleep? Tried reading until I can't keep eyes open but soon as turn light off wide awake. Any suggestions ?

Hi I'm on school holidays and not a lot to do, does anyone have any suggestions of a good book to read. Not really into the whole Harry Potter Twilight thing. Any suggestions would be great :) Thanks

I am taking my pills and doing counselling and I am doing what I'm told just wanted to have my friends to talk to again so I could at least feel a bit normal again. Didn't think I was going off track...

Well today was an epic fail didn't even make it to school keep stressing myself out thinking too much wish I could switch that off. Only two days of school left going to stay at home chill out got...

At home now feel really silly, mums gone back to work. She wanted me to tell her what's wrong but I don't want to worry her and I really don't know what happened. I think maybe I'm mental or...

Mum doesn't look happy she's talking to the principal now. I don't know what happened think maybe its theses stupid pills they make me feel sick and I always get these headaches. I feel like my heart...

God I'm such a tool I totally freaked out. What's wrong with me mum has to come and pick me up in I'm the nurses office I don't know what happened I was sitting with my friends waiting for the right...