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Ugh OK for me... this is ludicrous... but this is all I experience. I'm a very beautiful woman-- think ezlibeth taylor, vivien leigh... I have that kind of classic beauty dark hair.. exotic looks......

I'm not sure what happened but I posted that info in a different thread, and not sure how it got on here...

And truefaith... thats not true because its difficult for people if most or all of the...

The 2nd guy is an engineer... also there is guy #3 who too is messing with me degrading me giving me nothing but promising me all sorts of things... we aren't datnig just friends but he's still...

Ugh OK for me... this is ludicrous... but this is all I experience. I'm a very beautiful woman-- think ezlibeth taylor, vivien leigh... I have that kind of classic beauty dark hair.. exotic looks......

Well that's what I do wondergirl I'm the friendly one... and id ont think that that's what a person has to do... work hard at trying to make someone else smile... it makes no sense why I have to go...

Also... my life is this sad irony... im this person who if anyone was in my situation I'd go out of my way to be wth them hang out with them so that they aren't suffering... yet everyone knows I'm...

Oh I wish, I wish... I can't make any friends.. women won't be around me same reason because I'm pretty? I don't get it but they won't... so I'm screwed... I can't make friend and no one will...

Oh yeah and screw kim kardashian... she is a stuck up greedy spoiled b*tch who has so much money and only cares abuot being fake and has no talent... people idolize mean or stupid or stuck up pretty...

This is a weird question... but to me it makes no sense and is just so odd. I'm an average female... I'm very pretty... there aer lots of pretty women in the world.. I see them sometimes... even ones...

True dani... but the weird thing is... people call me 'quiet' and label me that way-- oh she's so QUIET.. oh you seem so 'RESERVED"... im not the loud busty blonde.. I'm dark haired petite exotic...

Its also so weird how anyone else can get a bf/gf in a heartbeat... its life it happens for them... for me.. that just doesn't happen... even if I try to make it happen it won't.. also being so...

These days.. all guys seem to want is to degrade a female or get her into bed... I can't meet a guy to date--ive been searching 14 years now-- way too long. I'm a very beautiful woman and get...

Hey chinooka if you can message me here.. I tried to send you a message but it said you can't receive them, or reply here I'll keep checking back... thanks

Hey chinooka... I totally forgot I even wrote this... or that I had this ID here... however, what you speak of is really interesting.. you feel the same way as I do? And yes people becoming part of...

People seem t othink that abusing me.. is completely OK.. they do it without 2nd thought... and even after they abuse me... they accuse me of abusing them.. huh? I witness this backwards projection...

Only bad things have happened... to me.. literally for 12 years straight... not a joke or exaggeration... I have not had a good day for 12 years.ive only suffered... I haven't gone somewhere and had...

Most doctors have strict rules regarding hippa and privacy laws. They do not release information to anyone except the patient... I have one doctor.. who is a semi family friend, who even after I told...

Part of the questions are... is there any agency that can help a person... or who a person can turn to in a situation like that.. aside from a lawyer... an advocacy or something... or groups that...

I'm in a bad situation... I don't know who to turn to and no one will help out... im staying with my family... because they are renovating my house--they did it suddenly and sort of kicked me out. I...

Oh yes my mother is also getting medication refills for reasons I have no clue of... yet I'm not taking any medications... when I asked her why she said she had already paid for it--that made no...

to update my situation now... to explain the level of horror that happens to me.. I have No friends and no one to turn to--anyone I try to turn to turns away from me and abuses me... again I don't...

... Social security claimed they overpaid me two years---because the entire time I've had SS--my dad has had these trust funds... just sitting out there.. because of those... I shouldn't even have...

once ss found out as well, they claim they overpaid me for two years-- as a result I owed social security then 12,000... which again wasn't my fault. My parents told me that the office said to them...

My parents are not my guardians, but they receive my social security checks i.e. my mother is my 'payee.' I'm in the process of trying to be my own payee. I was receiving SSI and disability and then...

my current situation has progressively gotten worse, as I feared it would... my cousin's husband who I spoke to about my situation, who is also acting kind of weird and dominating towards me, ended...

Well now to update my situation.. my mother did not force me to take medication in front of her... instead she changed her mind and began accusing me of leaving cat food on my sister's bed-- which...

Well now to update my situation.. my mother did not force me to take medication in front of her... instead she changed her mind and began accusing me of leaving cat food on my sister's bed-- which...

And also.. my situation is suc hthat... the more positive I am, the worse the bad things happen to me... it puts you in fear of even being positive becaues when you aer... 'something' out there.. the...

No, I'm not convinced bad will happen.. in fact... I was optimistic many many years... every situation, everything... I believed... oh this is going to be egreat... and it went to hell......

To add to tall this.. my mother who is not a doctor, has gone around telling people she is a 'doctor' just so she can have me baker acted... in fact she behaves like someone with munchausen...

No I don't think my fmaily is 'out to get me'... my family has uesd the mental health system to abuse and control me, which occurs.. there is a huge difference... and for you to label that as...

For jt's response to my link.. sorry but my situation is not paranoia or bizarre thinking.. I've had others confirm the 'odd treatment'... the other things are situations literally occurring.. so...

OK I'm the original author, but it doesn't matter... what I feel say or think... this is my reality... I don't need a counselor to determine or understand anything... except get help on alternate...

My family uses the whole psychiatric mental health thing to control me. I'm an adult, but they have done a doozy on me for many years--had me wrongly diagnosed... had me locked up-- they can do this...

Also to add t othis post... ie I'm the original author.. I'm a sensitive, empath, compassionate caring person... normal down to earth... I love to heal people and help yet all I get from people is...

I just read a question about a curse and had to ask the same question... really bad things happen to me, over and over again in a really intense cyclic pattern and cycle that no matter what I do.....