What can I do to stop loving my boyfriend? I admit that he is a sweet wonderful guy but only when he is not angry. I made a mistake when we broke up for the first time, but he continually tells me that it's not a mistake. He hurts me with words that really cut deep through my heart. He tells me that I'm not worthy of him and that I'm one of the worst women in the world. I do everything for him. I treat him really really good. Some people tell me I treat him too good. I do it because I love him. I don't cheat on him because I think that cheating is wrong, but his friends continuously tell him that I could cheat on him anytime because I look like that. I'M NOT LIKE THAT!! And it hurts. They don't know me and their comments are ruining my relationship. What can I do for him to stop remembering past things? I treat him like a king and he treats me like crap. There are times that I get so desperate that I feel like taking my own life. I wish he would change but if he doesn't I wish I could stop loving him, but I don't know how. It's just that when he's angry at me and then cools off he is so sweet. I really don't know what to do. He basically controls my life, I can't even have girl friends. I don't know what to do. We fight a lot. I've even gotten sick because of the fights. I throw up a lot when we fight. He has even told me that my tears mean nothing to him and that he gives a f*** about my feelings, but then he sweets me up by telling me that he didn't mean any of it and that he said it because he was angry. He also says that he loves me and I believe him every time. PLEASE I NEED SOME HELP!!