Hi guys!First off I'd like to state that this is someone ENTIRELY different from what my other thread is about.

All right, now that that's out of the way, I'll begin. Haha!

I have a friend who I met my sophomore year. At first she didn't like me very much, but we eventually became friends. We were never best or close friends. Anyway, I started to have feelings for her, because she had a pretty cool personality. She was a die hard Blackhawks fan, like myself. And she also had a very sarcastic sense of humor, and perhaps a bit of a rebel, I just really liked her personality. But she was very attractive too, she just had this distinct look. Anyway, halfway through my junior year, she switched schools. It was still in town, but I was pretty upset because she's hard to contact outside of school: I would text her, try calling her, and or message her on Facebook but she rarely if ever got back to me. Anyway, I eventually decided to confess my feelings for her. I told her how I felt, and that I would have told her sooner but I knew it wouldn't work out. She said she thought it was sweet, but asked why I felt it wouldn't work? Summer went by and it was my senior year. My dad was able to get tickets for a minor league hockey team through his job for my birthday. I wanted to take a friend, so I asked her since I hadn't seen her in forever and the next day was actually her birthday. She went with us, and it was nice to see her again!
Sadly after that night, I hadn't heard from her in while. Finally in the spring time, we started talking again, I invited to take her to Summerfest, as she loves music as do I, and my dad gets tickets for free through his job. Sadly, she fell off the side of the earth again, and it hurt. Because once I was talking to her, my feelings for her came back only for me to get over them again. I told her about this, and how I don't understand why we talk, and than she disappears a lot. She apologized, and she said she didn't for it to happen. She was just so caught up with work/school, and other things. After that, I barely heard from her again. I don't understand what the hell I'm doing wrong.

Stop contacting her altogether and move on with you life. Find someone who will care for you as much as you care for them. You deserve much better.

Hey guys!
I know it's been a while since my recent activity here. I've been busy with college. Anyway, I've got some good news: I hung out with her last night! (AGAIN: THIS ISN'T THE GIRL FROM MY OTHER TOPIC). She stopped by her about an hour or so, and I swear I was as happy as can be to see her! There's just something about her.
Anyway, we just talked the entire time. Just catching up on things, talking about the NHL lockout (I HATE Bettman), music, etc...
Overall it was great to see her again, but for some reason I feel a bit moody today. I feel as if I will not see or hear from her again for a while.