[sonu2000]

I am from india. I am with this guy since 5yrs.. we met online and dated for 3yrs online and met 2 yrs ago.. he introduced me to his parents.. to tell you we had lot of breakups in between as every couple has we had lot of fightinf but we got back together every time.. we became physically intimate also although I wanted it to happen after our marriage becoz my guy wanted it I agreed for it.. ours is a LDR.. we meet very rarely and almost every time we meet in a private place becoz he wanted it so we could get intimate.. we rarely met at coffee shop or went for a movie.. n as usual we had a fight two months back and didn't spoke to each other for 2 months but he called me up a week ago apologizing for his mistake as we fought as he lied to me on something which I got to know and when I asked him about it he didn't accepted though it's a small thing I felt he might be lying to me other issues also and got angry and didn't talk to him.but week ago evrything went fine.. n we got back together.. a week ago he was leaving to his home via my place i.e.. he stayed here for few hrs and I thought we could meet and hang out for some time and spend some time together as it has been long time since we met last time we met is at a hotel.but he said he wants to meet his friend and as there's little time he cannot meet me I said that's OK.n now when he is returning to work place that's via my place with few hrs of stay at my place I thought at least I could meet him now.but even now he says hez going to meet his friend.but he wants me to meet me nxt month that's when I am going to write my exam in other state after my exam he said he will meet me that too in privacy.. this is what made me angry and I thought whether he really loves me or is it just for physical intimacy he is with me why don't he enjoys my company when there is no sex why does he always want to meet me in privacy.. n asked him the same question for which he gave his explainations which were not satisfactory.. we broke up again.. but I knew he will call me after some days.. iam so confused whether to continue this relationship or not.. does he really loves me or is it just lust?