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Depression
Hi I need help here... I don't know what depression is but I wish someone can tell me... its been 3 years now since I got married.. before that I used to be such a nice person.. had a soft heart and cared a lot for other.. I like to get close to relatives and having good times with them... nothing never seems to bother me... I used to get hurt a lot but I used to ignore it and I never stress about it... I always like to help other and give them the best even though if its something that I like the most... now I got married to someone I love... I love him with all my heart.. miss him when he goes to work... our relationship start going different since his mom start interferring... whenever we go out she would call and told us to come take her somewhere... my husband always had to be there for her otherwise she get all upset... I talk to him about it... sometimes I wonder how come a man can't see when things not right... why can't he just not tell his mom he can take her out today or he can come for her because we're like an hour away shopping.. but instead we had to leave whatever we were doing and go to her... I used to cry so much because I feel like he doesn't love me because we hardly spend time together and the little time we get it got to be interrupt by his mom... I tried hard to push myself away from him because its hurts when he's not around so I just want to not be so close to him... now thing change,, she don't really bother us.. we lately had our first child... I find myself more stress out... I find that I need my parents them so much their so far away from me.. I feel lonely and sad all the time because I feel I don't have no one... I don't talk things like I used to with my husband no more because I sometimes feel I can't trust him because he was so close to his mom I find he used to tell her stuff that we talked about... sometimes I felt that I lost my best friend... all I want is to be by myself... I don't even want to have sex like I used to... I need help.. I love my husband and I don't want nothing to happen to our marriage...
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