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How to leave a psycho boyfriend
Ok here goes, I'm a 37yr old aboriginal guy whoz been in a r'ship with a 44 yr old aussie guy for over 7yrs now. Prob is he's a redhead and an aries, bad combo, and its his way or da highway, add sum pot & booze to the sitch an well, need I go on... when we first hooked up we attacked each other bad, so much so that it came 2 knife play an I ended up in crt, good behaviour bond thk god! My point is we were trying to see who was going to be the bigger man in the r'ship, and who would be da good little wifey, sorry but that just doesn't cut it with me, I'm nobodys trophy!! Hes snoring his off in bed while I type this, point is I'm at da end of my rope, all love has faded from my side, an I desperately need to find a way to disappear, he's sucking da life from me, and we've had sum almighty punch ups lately, he even bit a chunk out of my forearm, nice scar I've got as a reminder grrrrr!! Not even the locals in his neighbourhood think much of him because they know what a drunk he is, an its getting v embarrassing just to be out w him, but hey, if he takes me to the pub then ill keep my trap shut, 4 now! I can't sleep, he came out an yelled an I told him get back 2 bed, seriously people, if I don't change something then one of us is going to be in da morgue, and I've still got living 2 do! Sick an tired of being his show off trophy, have no more energy, have even lost opportunities with really decent guys lately because of him, I'm not a two timer,but it would be nice to have a few of my own friends an not his crappy headfuked crowd, I'm starting to think I don't deserve real mates... my hart is shattered, bloody sick of crying an feeling worthless, an as anastacia once sung "im sick an tired of always feelin sick an tired!" Please someone giv me a few pointers on how to leave him with no after trail, he wants me to go to queensland this xmas to be wif his ruff as guts motha, but oh no, I want out NOW before I do something ill really regret! A little advice?? Lilblakduck, sydney xo
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