She broke with you and now you are clinging on to her.
Look... if you keep doing this then she knows she can use you to whatever means she wants. You are "there for her", regardless of how she treats you? Is this what you want? no.
So then you pull back. Stop chasing her down. Two possibilities then. One, shell miss you and realize the break was a bad idea. Two, shell realize the break was good and it'll be permanent.
Now you may not like option two, but its not your choice. Its hers. And what you really want is for her to really want you. So back off. If its not there better to know now than to be a butler to her until she gets so bored she finally tosses you aside.
Again, a break isn't necessarily a bad thing always... I kind of had one with my wife when we were dating... we both took a step back and both decided we were going to take the next step.
But the best thing you can do for you is stop worrying about her. You need to keep your mind busy with other things and other people... and then if she decides maybe it was a bad idea, then maybe you will be interested in her chasing you a little.
Back off. You are in too deep. Its not what you want, but you need to do it.
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