[Cherrypie]

Hey, my name is chey. short for cherrypie. I've been distracted these past few days,
and i havent known the reason why. They say its cause im hurt. but I say that I dont really feel that way. Because

I have a friend named Drey and we've been friends since last year.
I feel inlove with him. I couldnt even explain to myself why?
I didnt know why i even liked him.
We've been talking before like there's nothing to be ashamed of.
but then after our prom. He never talked to me again.
If he did. It always had something to do with another person
or related my status messages.
Till now I havent been able to talk to him.
and ive noticed my friend:(
is very close to him.
i even tought they were bf and gf
by their status messages
and they calling names.

I admit.. i got a bit jealous but. i dont think whats the reason behind all this
distraction. He doesnt know i like him and i dont know if he likes her.
when i see him. he doesnt even say hi like before
when he passes by me.. he talks "only" to me...
but now.. he onlyy doesnt talk to me

I opened up to my bestfriend and she said
hes not worth crying
we'll shes got a point.
im not even his gf for sake.
but im human too you know.

i want to talk to him bu when i get the chance to.
he goes away.. or looks for a reason saying that he has stuff to do.
when i know that both of them are talking to each other.
these past few days i couldnt sleep properly.
i tried to erase every memory of his..
but nothing happens..
he's still on my mind.
and when we have our activities. i end up looking for him...
what could i do?
so i could move on?
so i could forget that he ever hurt me in a way
he didnt know he did.
can you help me?

the worst part is..
lots of people are crushing on him
and he crushes on a close friend of mine named Nikki
and my other best friend Lily Has Fallen for him too..
yet she doesnt know how i feel for him..
but im willing to give up my happiness just for her's.

the second question is..

forget him? forget him not?

[ylaira]

What's to give up? He doesn't even know how you feel and you don't even know how he feels.