[khilbrant]

Hi,
I am a freshman in college, and I suffer with epilepsy and depression. I met a friend of mine named Ryan from a Spanish class, and my counselor on campus said that the big amount of contact with him has made me force myself on our other mutual friends. As of now, I have lost a friend named Nathan because he says he has tried to help me, but I cause drama to him. I am always worried and feel like none of my friends like me because they don't seem to invite me to do anything and my other mutual friends don't do what I do where I worry, get paranoid, or make a lot of contact. I am just so worried and I don't want to lose my friends! I'm sick of losing friends since in the past, I have dealt with a lot. What am I supposed to do? How do I get to show my friends that I am going to change and not be forcing on them or not be depressed?

[RickJ]

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[NItEMArE129]

The only way to prove it is to do it. If you can stop yourself from doing it that's enough.

[ZoeMarie]

Are you doing anything for your depression? Dealing with that first will help you, whether it's talking to someone or getting on some anti-depressants. I know someone in a situation similar to yours. It's a hard situation to be in.

[talaniman]

What kind of drama are we talking about here?? What kind of changes do you mean??