[Bautista]

Well between my man and I things haven't been good...
in fact I barely get to talk to him because never calls me and well we have been having a lot of problems, there's just been so much like going on like he was holding hands with some girl and telling her that he likes her and all this other and well I don't know I am sick and tired of this u know and than well I was talking to him on Friday and well I kind broke up with him and well I don't know my friend called and talked to me and than we did 3 way on him and well he told me a lot of wonderful things, but at the same time those things meant nothing to me anymore...
I can't tell him I love him anymore because I don't mean it in fact I can't even say it no more because the truth is I fell for someone else...
I guess he has hurt me so much that I don't have feelings for him anymore and I told him...
but well this other boy I fell for he is great like I don't know he makes me happy and well because of him I always have a smile on=):D...
he has changed my world and well I am so happy...
I know he likes me a lot like there are times I hurt him because I tell him to move on and he starts to say "dont do this to me please u made me so happy but you will make me even happier if u and i are together please dont do this u are my everything" and I know he means it...
and well he dedicated the song "Earth Angel" by Buddy Holly
and well I don't know I want to be with him but there are 2 things keeping us apart its my brother because he don't want me to be with him and well I won't be able to see him until 1 year...
and well he tells me a lot of sweet things that I don't know my um boyfriend can't tell me this and well sal makes me more happy than carlos but I don't know I already took a step back and thought about it and well I want salvador but it just can't happen I mean it can but I don't know...
what should I do!
I love them both but don't know who to go with help!:eek:

[Dennis777]

Hello.

Do you Love them Both or do you just enjoy things about them both.

I think you need to break up with your Boyfriend because he isn't making you feel like the special lady you are. Then you can get to know yourself better and if in time this other Guy meets your needs great if not that's OK also. When your ready you will find Mr. Right and until then you can learn what it is you need in life to make you happy.

Good Luck
Dennis777