When I was seven months pregnant my boyfriend mysteriously had a girl over at his house and he said ohhh its tiffany(as if I knew), I didn't know who she was and I asked if he likes her he said he use to.
So my cousins use to work with her and they said that she was a homewrecker. So I left him out of pure jelousy that she was pretty, and not pregnant, I was afraid of him cheating on me. I thought that if I were to break it off with him he would say she's not that important and that he'd rather be with me. He didn't he didn't even call me on my birthday or valentines day. So I left him very hateful hatefu hateful messages on his phone saying I wished he would just die, that he would never see his baby girl. I found out from him that he started having sex with her and that they were dating. I fell into deep depression. So one last time I begged him to leave her and be with me I was crying and egging him telling him I couldn't live without him. Letting myself be as open as possible, he took me back and stopped talking to her completely. We are now together with our 2 month old baby. But when I look at him I'm completely disgusted I can barely have sex with him because that thought is just running through my mind. He never says sorry and he doesn't think its wrong because I broke up with him, he tells me its time to grow up and get over it but whenever we fight I start crying and the first thing I bring up is how he broke my heart and I just can't get over it. I acctually cheated on him a long time ago a couple times when I was drunk but iv'e completely stopped hanging out with people going to parties or even having friends and he wants it to stay like that. So my question is should I stay with him because I love him and my babies attached to her father and loves him. Or should I get over him before I'm even more attached again. Don't get me wrong I still can't live without him but we fight all the time he hurts my feelings all the time but what should I do please answer this.

Nobody can tell you what to do... I have a question for you. What do you want to do?

I have answered questions like this one many times and I only have one answer for you. If you ask should I leave him it means you have been thinking about it already and it is not a question someone else can answer for you. Only you know the answer to your question, and I think you already know the answer.

You're blaming this guy for having sex with her AFTER you ended it with him. This was out of jealousy you say, or could it be because of the guilt you feel for you cheating on him. He didn't cheat on you, but you cheated on him? Does he know about this?

Hi, Good Morning. I thought when you beg for him to come back you're giving him a second chance. You can never be happy if you will not stop bringing the issues. Forget and forgive and give 2nd chance and move forward. You already have a baby spend your time with her/him. After all you also cheated on him. Did he knows about it? Did you tell him and say sorry? Don't waste your time bringing the past, give chance to each other for your baby and because you still love each other.