Is she going to come to me?
I know its bad and as I have just come out of a really bad relationship with the mother of my two children, She was a serial cheat, it disgusts me!
But I was at work about 4 months ago when this beautiful woman walked in and was introduced as a new employee...
Wow I thought to myself!! I tried to catch her eye and managed to get a cheeky little smile in!
Over the next few weeks I started to get a bit more adventurous! Flirting like crazy! I mean complete obviousness!
I was put on her station 8 hours a day for a week!
The first moment I spoke to her I swear you could see my heart jump out of my chest!
I found out she had a boyfriend big time! I left it alone for a few days knowing fully iIwould test the waters again!
Now bear in ind she and her fella are polish and live together!!
She constantly was upset and down hearted when I spoke to her about her relationship!
She is 22 and with a 28 year old.
All these horrible things I heard about how he treats her disgusts me! I believe here to be 100% genuine as she always made the first move!!
Anyway we were getting on like a house on fire!! All the time I was seeing various other girls around work! On the down low!
Then one day my friend rang me and told me it was her last day! I was gutted! It was one of those moments where I knew I would be kicking myself forever if I didn't do something! So I said to my friend give her my number and tell her if she ever splits from her boyfriend get in touch!! (not thinking she will)
About three hours I get a call! Crying down the phone... will I ever see you again?? I can't believe it... I miss you..
So I say yeah OK we can meet! This has been two months now! She is still with her boyfriend, she sends me a hundred messages a day... when ever we can we meet... but I am getting really frustrated wit this whole situation because I love her! Stupid I know but what is love? A big chance! Do you think she is playing me?
We have had sex twice first time with protection next without! I didn't do the deed in her as I am not that stupid! She then tells me she doesn't use any form of contraceptive! Hmmmmm I'm confused! Because if she can take that risk she must be genuine right?
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