immature_bf Posts: 1, Reputation: 1 New Member   #1 Feb 15, 2012, 09:07 AM

Possesive? Me and my girlfriend is in a long distance relationship now. I am stuck in Sydney while she is in Malaysia. We're 4500 miles apart and I miss her every single day. We do update each other about each other's life. I'll text her when she's not having class, unless she text me during her class. I'll only give her a call after she finish her class about 5pm and call her when I sense that she's unhappy or frustrated. Well, basically everything is fine, except the fact that I think I am a jealous freak. She's doing a medical ultrasound course. Well, that's scanning patients. In the learning process, she and her friends have to scan each other to practice, scanning abdomens, thyroid and stuff. I am constantly worry that she'll need to undress herself to be scan. Initially, I am okay with it since her batch of students were made up of 9 girls, including her. Until 2 days ago, a guy just joint. This is where the problem starts. She told me that, in a months time, they will need to learn breast ultrasound. Initially, both of us thought that it's just protocol teaching. But her seniors told her, everyone will need to undress and to be scan by each other.This meant that she'll need to undress her top and let that random guy scan her breast. When I heard, I just can't help but to feel depress, very very depress. She's my girlfriend and I don't anyone to touch her. Especially, her breast. This is the breast ultrasound protocol that will be carried out: www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACs3TGBVQyk I know it's all for the sake of learning, and not as if she like other people to touch her. I know I need to think maturely and grow up. I just don't know how to overcome this sucky feeling. It's so bad that ever since then, when we have intimate talk, my heart will sank when the image of her being scanned by a 26yo random guy randomly pops up. Not to say beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, but she is known as the prettiest in her batch. No matter how gentleman the guy is, guy will always be guys, and he gets to "enjoy" my girlfriend's breast. We've talked about it and I selfishly demands that she say NO to the guy. She promised me she'll try her best to avoid. But, I know, it she need to do it to learn, she can't avoid it. She don't like it, neither do I, but she take it as educational purposes. I just can't let go. Since we're together for 6 months, we haven't have any arguments. But because of this issue, I almost argued with her. I told her, I'll be okay and indeed I am okay... until the image randomly pops up and the whole cycle repeats. I think this is very much damaging our relationship. She felt bad for making me going through this and she keep comforting me. I felt bad for her as in if I am a little bit more open minded, this is not an issue at all. I trust her and I knew she will always be true to me. I just don't know how to let go. Please advice.

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