Well.. Hi! I'm 19 years old and english is not my native language so forgive any mistakes.

I don t know what to do -obviously!

I'm not sure if I ve ever been in love.. I guess maybe I felt really strong for 3 guys but I don t know..

Now..

There s this guy in my life. He s a friend of my best friend.. I felt for him so bad..
I thought he had feelings too, but he is so shy.. and maybe he thought I liked another friend of my sister I don t know..
he s in a different city than me and so I kind of forget about him at times.. but when I see him.. I feel so attracted to him -in a psuchological level mainly. And he makes me smile silly.
He s got a girlfriend now (she hitted on him!), but still when we met again I could feel this "vibe".. and when I'm around he won t talk about her.. (it s a whole story to tell you everything he s done and all the signs I, at least thought, was getting..
Problem is that I'm too shy to talk.. he s away.. and I don t know (what a surprise again!)

Lately in my life there s this other guy too.
He is about to break up with his girlfriend(who though is in love with him and there s something wrong with her health -yeah I feel like a total !) and he seems to be into me.
When guy No2 talks to me through msn (we ve only seen each other twice but he s best friend s with my best friend s boyfriend) I can t feel my stomach!

But I don t know..

Is it the fact that I need to feel loved? (I am beautiful -that s what pple around me tell and show me, though I have low self confidence- but lately it feels like I ve been alone for so long.. and I need someone to hold on to)

As for guy no one.. well. When he left I cried publickly
and when I see him its like.. he s filling a hole I didn't t know I had


But on the other hand I am also an "actress"..
I maybe make myself feel certain emotions in an extended level just for the thrill of it!. I DON T KNOW

I M CONFUSED... Could some one please help me? =(

There is really nothing wrong with you, other than maybe dating some single, available guys, and have fun. Its very normal to be attracted to guys, and can be fun to hang with them for good, honest, clean adult fun.

Sounds like you are really turned on by guy no. 1. I would stay clear of no. 2. you didn't talk enough about him. You seem like you really want to try with No. 1 and although its against my nature to suggest stealing another woman's man, I'd say give it a try. They are not married, there are no worries. You're an actress, so ACT confident around him. Think that you are another person, not yourself. Here's a hard one for you, Be a different person that is trying to act like yourself. That way you can display your true emotions but you are not physically feeling them. :) that's all I got.

Guy one-in a relationship=off limits.
Guy two-about to break up you say=rebound alert.

Try dating guys who are unattached and available.

thanks! =)
I ll try that!

He broke up with her..

-- And I feel bad.. but he told me they were to break up anyway