I have been reading several passages about similar situations and I agree with ALL of them. My ex boyfriend and I broke up about 3 months ago and I'm still in love with him. I don't text, nor call him everyday, just when ever he cross my mind. I go out all the time and I meet new guys but they're just not my type or they have different motives.

I really want to be over this guy, but I get lonely, sad and depressed. Sometimes I just sit and cry and then get mad at myself because I KNOW its pathetic.

He was a cheater anyway but its something that's not allowing me to move on. Today I logged into Facebook (no, he's not my fbf, and I'm not stalking him) and his girl cousin popped up in my newsfeed. There were pics of her at Walt Disney world. When I clicked the pic, he was with a girl and his son, his mom and cousins like they been together for years and I was never there, but he JUST moved out of my home 3 months ago, staying with me 4years.

Am I missing something here? They were hugged up, and I was devastated and heart broken, I guess its human nature to feel this way since I see I'm not the only one, but I REALLY JUST want to move on. I have my own Beauty Supply store and Im still in college, also I have a daughter so I'm ALWAYS busy but it doesn't blank him out my mind all day. At some point in the day he enters my brain and I hate it.

Why me? Why can't I move on like him? Is it because he moved on first? IDK, but I do know I'm beating myself up over it, and its obsessive, ridiculous, humilitating to me, but I just don't know what to do anymore.

Please someone help, when I get this mad I can't help but cry, I'm crying as I type this because its NONsense, and to him I must be a Non factor so WHY am I making him #1?

I HATE IT, I HATE IT, AND I HATE MYSELF for allowing him to have this much control over MY feelings!!