Hi friends. I loved a gal so truly for 5 years. She was so good to me and gem of my life. I always hurt her and fought with her thinking that she would love me more, and more, but always hid my love for her thinking that I may lose her. But even after that, I lost her.

She is away from me the past 15 days. She blocked me from every part of her life. I can’t live without her. I’m standing on a road without her, so, guys pray for my love. I will remain faithful till my last breath of my life. I don’t know why is she doing all this, but I’m sorry for everything I did I want her back, she the apple of my eye. Will she come back to this duffer?

I don't know what's funnier.. this crazy "Song of The South" lingo or the fact that you called yourself a "duffer"...

In case you're for real: -- she's doing this because she got tired of never knowing how you really felt. Actions speak louder than words -- if you get another chance with her: remember that.
She might just need time to cool off.

Has she cooled off and gotten in touch with you yet? If not, leave her alone and suffer for your bad behavior more without making a perfect pest of yourself you duffer!