So when Holly (my sister) Whitney (used to be my friend) and I still lived together and we would go cosmic bowling every weekend we met Zach and Ryan. After bowling one night they came back to the apartment and stayed till like 5 am and still had to go back to Omaha. That night Whitney texted Zach and said I thought he was cute without me knowing and I guess he texted her back and said he thought I was cute too but then again I never saw the text so I’m not entirely sure it’s true. Any who. So a couple weeks went by and we saw them at bowling again. And then we kind of started talking but we stopped because he said he thought we were both in different times in our lives.

Then like a good year went by and he started tweeting me and then we started talking a little bit. It was just small talk catching up etc. It seems like anytime he starts to talk to me, he's drunk. We have never talked any time before like 9pm but then last night we talked until 330in the morning. So in like April we were talking and he saw that I was quitting my job and told me that once I quit that we needed to hang out because I was going to have more free time and I said we should too. So then we started talking again and he asked what my favorite place to eat was and I told him it was china buffet. So he asked me if I would go with him that weekend on Sunday. I said yes but he was going to have to text me when he could go. So I got all cute and was ready to go but he never texted me. So I was pissed and was tweeting about it for a good week to make sure he saw it. I wasn't tweeting specifically about him but he texted me and asked me who the guy was that I was killing on twitter and I said nobody important. So I was keeping my responses short and he got the vibe that I didn't want to talk about it.

So I don't know how exactly it got brought up but I asked him what happened with Chinese this weekend and was giving him for going in to work instead of going with me and he said he would make it up to me. So then one night I was driving around with Kiley (my friend) and she told me to invite him to go with us to the bars that Friday night. He said yes. But then ended up texting me that Thursday night and said that he couldn't go because he had to go to his friends 21st birthday. I told him I wasn't too upset and that he was going to have to make it up to me and all he said was "yours" so that kind of rubbed me the wrong way. So then we didn't talk too much again for a week or so. So then one night he tweeted that he cut his hair. He had long curly hair kind of like Christian vicars. And he shaved it off. All I said to him was "you cut your hair??" and he said yeah etc. And the conversation was what I thought was over.

So THEN he asked when we were going to hang out so that I can see him with no curls instead of just picture it. So I said I don’t know someone keeps turning me down! He said that was only once, no second chances? I said he had already had 2 lol so then he texted me and I had to refresh his memory. Then he said he "I would like to make it up to you, I really would" so the conversation went on and he said he thought I was awesome but I thought he was kidding so I asked I said since when? He was like "since when have I not?" and then immediately changed the subject! So then we have kind of been talking almost every night since but it’s only been small.

Until Thursday night he asked me if I wanted to go to cws with him tonight. But I told him we were having the garage sale and then I had a birthday party I had to go to. I wanted to go but then again I didn't. I don't know what’s wrong with me. I guess I’m just too nervous! So then last night he texted me at like 1am and told me we should hang out yet that night. He wanted me to go to Omaha but I said it was too late so then he thought he would come here but I was already in bed and he would be disappointed and he said that he wouldn't as long as he go to see me. The conversation also ended up with us talking about how shy we both are. He said that he has always had troubles talking to girls and I told him that I’m always too nervous to actually put myself out there and then I passed out and the conversation ended. I need help lol
I’m almost 22 years old and have never had a boyfriend, pathetic I know, but like I said.im shy! :(

You are talking and that's the problem, a lot of talk, and no date, hanging out whatever. Give it a chance and lose his number and stop talking if he can't make it up to you.