Hello, maybe it's because this is my first serious relationship, but I am worried and feel embarraced that my boyfriend did not want us to make love last time. It's the first time that's happening; we've been together for almost a year; he's 28 and I am 22. He tells me he loves me all the time and I love him too. We've had some financial issues recently, we don't live together and so sharing had been difficult recently. That night, we had had a hard day of trying to figure out what's going on in our relationship, why don't we communicate properly and hide our problems (I did because I wanted to be the 'brave girl' who does not complain; I think he also did not want to look weak in my eyes). So later that evening, I turned towards him for love and consolement. I wasn't sure if I was ready either but I wanted to try, thought it might make us feel better. He remained passive so I gave up and asked him if he were tired. He said 'yes' and apologized and I then was supertender all night and morning after although we did not make love. And we still haven't, one week later. And I can't help it but feel bad: do I still attract him? Was I too often there for him before and he's got tired of me? How do I make him desire me again without hurting my pride and morals? I am not good at acting the 'bad girl' or the 'seductive girl'. I want to be myself and I want him to desire me as before...
Thank you for your advice!