You got good advice last summer and last week. You ignored all of it. You just came up with more stories.
NOW you try a new ID?!?!? Did you think that starting a new and different version of events would impress us?
You don't have to impress anyone. You should be willing to take your lumps and learn a thing or two, and work on it all, and come back to say how it's going.
All you really want is to hear affirmation that there is nothing wrong with you.
There is a lot wrong with you. But you aren't a horrible person at all! You aren't much worse than half of us here were at your age.
But you have no clue about trust and relationships and communication, and don't want to learn. NOT ONE SINGLE THING. You have not responded to one single suggestion with any promise to do it.
Go back to your old ID and say what you have learned and put into practice. Abandon this ID>
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