My best friends and I wee like traveling to different part of the world and different universes and we went to this universe where she was in a boarding school and I was visiting her and then she shared a room with this guy the most perfect guy in the world he was blonde and he was a white boy how I LOVE them I'm dominican by the way and we went on a date and he was holding my hand and cuddling with me in some living room and then I left for a second cause I saw my cousin I went back to the room and e was gone and I was in my grandmas house and I was so sad I wanted to cry and I want to cry now cause I wished it was real but it wasn't.. what does it mean ?

Universe?

Is this a dream?

We all have our dreams about our perfect guys. Some people when they are hurt by their previous boyfriend they will have dreams about that person. You never know what it means. It is a dream. It's just your definition of the perfect guy in your mind. That's all it was. You probably need some type of comfort and that was your brains way of trying to help you.

To me it sounds like you have really just uncovered what your perfect guy is going to be like, however it just got mixed in with a terrible nightmare? Basically I agree with xxAnGeLxx. There is really no point beating yourself up over this though, go out with friends and live life.