Basically I got really drunk last night and ended up going home to an older woman's house and started having sex about a minute or two in I realised just how badly this is going to hurt us it would be a massive dent in our relationship which is making me feel physically sick with guilt and I really do care so much for the girl I've known her for years and we've been dating for almost 6 months I love her so much I want to tell her just how truly sorry I am and I really wasn't thinking clearly at the time it should have never happened.