Rizpha your future
I believe you need to leave australia, its as if a black cloud hangs over your head here. I do not think you are truly happy as you have yourself believing you are. Or this is the personaa you want others to see, but it is not the real you. Its as if your soul is saying will the real me please stand up already.
You do not feel fulfilled in your life. I do not feel that your partner is as there for you as you want him to be. You seem to keep pushing your will but to no avail in your relationships and at work. At work you have learned all that there is to learn from this particular relationship and it is time to move on, in more ways than one.
The man appears to be there for you but very independent. You used to be independent and that is what drew him into you. But you seem stuck or afraid to reach out and do something different or new. This is not like you either. You both are bored and he will fret at the thought of living somewhere new. Oh will he fret, but he loves you and he will follow you.
Family is important to you and you seemed to have left that all behind. You miss them more than you know. Brand new energy awaits you, a whole life you left behind. The real you. There is so much more to you than what is in australia. Peace ranieri
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